Random quotes, sayings, and things from my head...
“Age is an issue of mind over matter. If you don’t mind, it doesn’t matter.” Mark Twain
“Let no man despise thy youth; but be thou an example for the believers; in word, in conversation, in charity, in spirit, in faith, in purity.” I Timothy 4:12
2-1-07 “…We sit in our magical world that’s ‘make believe’ until we must return into the realm called Reality…”
3-26-07 “… I’m stuck. I’m hard-headed. I’m unmoved to the Lord. I’m going through the motions without the emotions. And I just don’t know what to do, where to turn, how to face it, accept the realization. Admittance… the first step? He sees through me. He just said, ‘But your sad a lot?’ and he’s right. I cause myself pain. And I don’t know why.”
4-22-07 “But I miss you, I miss you every single day…”
9-5-06 “I spend my days regretting my mistake”
11-09-06 “I’m complacent inside, kinda satisfied, but more apathetic than the rest…”
11-11-06 “I’m a soul, lost in a sea of faces.”
“Remember tonight, for it is the beginning of always.”
“I don’t know who I am anymore
I don’t know what to do anymore
I don’t understand what is right anymore
I don’t understand who is right anymore
I can’t just stand back and let myself make the same mistakes that I’ve always made.
I can’t just sit here and make all the wrong choices.
So I screwed up before…
Does that mean I’m not allowed to do better this time?
Doest that mean I’m, destined to screw up every time? Or that I have to?
No!
I’m changing my pattern of life
My pattern of choices.
It’s going to be alright.”
“I need to see, again, how great life really is.
I need to feel, again, how amazing life really is.
I need to smell
to taste
to touch, again,
How complete life really is, no matter what I’m going through.
I need the Lord to be with me, everyday, so I can see my way through.”
“I wish I’d never lost you, we’d both have never felt this pain. I wish I’d never lost you, we’d both be happy just the same.
But loosing you gave me time to think, gave me time to realize what I’m all about. Loosing you made me see what was truly wrong. So although I wish I’d never lost you, maybe it’s got a good side too. So, loosing you is why I am here today. Loosing you still tells me I have to stay.
But in the end, being happy for this pain, never once can change… loosing you is still all my fault.”
“I couldn’t trade you for the world…”
“I spend my days praying to be with you. My nights spent dreaming ‘if we were together’ wishes. I spend my days regretting my mistake.”
“Without you, I am nothing. Without you, I’m just some dumb girl in this crazy mixed up world. Without you, I learned a lot.
I learned who I am and who I want to be. I learned how to have a great day. I learned that without you I can be content. But… with you, this ‘some dumb girl’ is still nothing.”
“I spend my days praying to be with you. My nights spent dreaming ‘if we were together’ wishes. Every second of every day living in this regret of my mistakes.”
“And all I am in this crazy, mixed-up world is just some dumb girl.”
“What is it that he sees in me?
Why is it he thinks I’m the best there can be?
Who does he think I am?
Where can he get the idea I’m worth a lick of his time?
When will he see I’m not all he’s thinking of me…?”
“I’m simply a girl. A simple girl trying to make it in this material world. I’m a shy girl. A shy girl learning to keep her peace. I’m a confused girl. A confusion of no other girl’s kind. I’m an impatient girl. An impatient girl with no on one her side. I’m a love struck girl. A love struck girl with no one to love, no one to cherish, no one to return to emotion. I’m simply a girl.”
“You try to get me to think the best of the world and of myself. I’ve told you time and time again; I’m a lost cause- I’m without hope.”
“You know I love you. And forever I’ll love you just the same. ‘Cuz you and I, I guess we were just meant to be.”
“try to make it through
the fall,
try to make it through
it all.”
“I’m in a crowd of my closest friends, all having the time of their lives, and I feel all alone... I can’t keep you off my mind…”
“I don’t understand why I feel this way. I’m tired of being so alone. It’s been too long; I don’t want to feel this way anymore. I lift my eyes to You; I lift my heart and soul to You. I thought I gave my whole self away, but somehow, I still feel the same exact way.”
“I live just to hear your voice every morning
I live just to see you that one special day…”
“In the end, I’ve written all my sins…”
“Pain dwells subtly inside, as the face shows joy, excitement and contentment.”
“I’ve got nowhere to go with a great, new outlook for life.”
“The Void”
8-2-07
There’s a blank page
Staring back at me.
Teasing me,
It says ‘you just can’t write.’
It taunts me,
It knows that I can’t do it.
There’s a blank page
Staring right at me.
‘I have to prove you wrong’
Is all I can tell myself.
I want to write a song
A song for you
But there’s a blank page
Staring back at me.
‘I have to prove you wrong’
Is all I can tell myself.
I want to write a poem
A poem about destiny.
But there’s a blank page
Staring back at me.
‘I have to prove you wrong’
Is all I can tell myself.
I want to write my story
So the world can learn from it too.
I can’t; there’s a blank page
Staring back at me.
‘I have to prove you wrong’
Is all I can tell myself.
He tries to write what I say
And he can’t.
Cuz there’s a blank page
Staring back at me.
So I’m stuck
With this white… nothingness
This blank page
Staring back at me.
All I could say was,
‘I have to prove you wrong’
Instead, I was wrong
I couldn’t write. So,
There’s a blank page
Staring back at me.
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